D.Va, your problems are important to me. You were brave enough to admit them to me, with the details that make them a nightmare for you. I can't even bring myself to really open up on the details of my situation because I don't want to remember it.
It's not a competition. And right now, your problems take precedence over mine, no matter what.
Thank you. I do have to admit, that being here has been like having a break from everything that I returned home to, even with what's been happening. Being here is a lot refreshing, and I'm glad I've met you and Rin and others as well.
[he's kinda worried she'll be in danger because of it, or whatever. zarkon and his goons... shiro's living a paranoid life. welcome to his nightmare, soon you'll understand him.]
If there's anyone capable of understanding where I'm coming from, it's you.
[ It's a good thing D.Va thrives when there's danger, then. Though it's fair to say that her confidence to handle whatever comes her way has been...somewhat lost after that nightmare. Still, she can't say that, can she? ]
yeah i mean both of us are tasked with the responsibility of defending the world it's not easy
[and shiro will arrive at the kitchen as prompted, not delaying as to not keep d.va waiting. he's curious as to why she wanted to meet him, but he's used to younger cadets wanting to talk to him at crazy hours of the day.]
[ She's there a little before him, but he's prompt and punctual just as she'd anticipated. In her hand is a plastic container, filled with what appears to be chips? ]
Alright, I don't know if you'd eat these, but they're one of my prized possessions: apple flavored chips. Peter made these for me, but I have a lot back in our room.
[ A brief moment, then: ] I haven't had anyone worry about me like that in ages. So...thanks, Shiro.
[shiro takes the container into his hands and turns it around, as d.va explains what they are. he lowers it when she continues to explain the real reason she's given them to him--and his smile resurfaces.]
I'll give them a try. Sounds like an interesting snack.
[and now his expression grows softer]
You don't need to thank me. As I said, I got your back. [pause] I'm glad you look like you're feeling much better.
Yup! I'm impressed Peter was able to make something like this! They're really healthy and pretty tasty.
[ She really couldn't think of anything better to give him. That cane thing she was joking about is going to be for Christmas (speaking of which, she needs to ask Shiro to collaborate on something for Rin), so this was the next best thing. ]
I dunno, I guess talking it out really helped a lot. I'm not really open about things like that in general.
[ A pause. ] Shiro, can you promise not to tell anyone about what I said? I don't want...people thinking I'm a sap. I'm better than this.
[a light question, coming up to be--yes, the obvious joke everyone always uses to feign ignorance to help concede a promise that they won't say anything about it.]
Don't worry. I wouldn't tell anyone anything other than how brave and skilled you are if they asked.
[he puts his hand on her shoulder--a familiar, warm touch, and smiles]
You should try sleeping and using the Song this time, though. I wouldn't want you to go through that again.
[ She's really glad that he's going to keep it a secret, and she sort of expected him to; but what she didn't foresee is how honest he is about thinking she's brave and skilled and capable. He's the first person on base to acknowledge it, and for a second, she doesn't know how to react, especially when he puts his hand on her shoulder. ]
...Yeah. I will. It was stupid of me to have forgotten.
[he knows about fuck ups, so he's not going to blame anyone for being inattentive one time. thankfully for d.va, this didn't result in something worse than emotional pain which was--thankfully--recovered from quickly.]
[ She really meant it when she said she can't remember the last time anyone was this concerned about her. Thing is, she doesn't like it when people are worried about her, because she's supposed to be strong and confident and indestructible. And she is (two of those things), but she is human, and this serves as a reminder. ]
I definitely won't! Those nightmares aren't getting the best of me ever again.
[ Probably. She's got her usual bravado back when she says it, but then she becomes solemn: ]
You don't deserve any of what happened to you, Shiro. Not gonna lie, when I heard about it, I was pretty pissed off for you. I know you don't wanna talk about it, but--it just makes me so mad! [ huffs ] Bad things shouldn't happen to good people.
[briefly, there's a sadness that settles on the way he looks at her; she's definitely angry on his behalf, and he's not wanted to burden anyone with his own miseries. it's heartwarming, but he wishes she wouldn't have to grow so concerned about it.]
What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
[unwavering strength, even if his words tend to condemn more than necessary.]
--and bad things still happen. It's how we move forward from that point what defines what makes or breaks us.
[ Somehow, in the face of everything that's happened, Shiro still manages to stay strong. And D.Va doesn't see it as a burden at all; rather, she's pretty honored he shared something like that with her. And as she said before, she's got his back, just like he has hers. ]
And I appreciate yours, too! Being a hero's a lot tougher than people think, so we gotta stick together. I mean...you know I have your back, too, right?
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this base needs someone like that lol
dang...and here i am complaining about my problems
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It's not a competition. And right now, your problems take precedence over mine, no matter what.
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mines are just nightmares. your history is real.
you don't have to open up about anything if you don't want to
but i got your back no matter what
and if any of those galra guys happen to show up here to come and get you or your lion or w/e
i'm gonna kick their ass
or help you kick their ass
w/e u want gramps
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compared to what you've been through? yeah this place is probably a breeze
but yeah we gotchu fam
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[after a moment]
Can you promise me not to tell Rin? His life's more on the scale of normal. I wouldn't want to alarm him. Or anyone else, for that matter.
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i won't tell anyone
frankly i'm happy you decided to entrust me with something so important! lol
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If there's anyone capable of understanding where I'm coming from, it's you.
[leaves it simple and vague]
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yeah
i mean both of us are tasked with the responsibility of defending the world
it's not easy
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[he needs her to believe in her strengths]
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do u mind if i meet up with you real quick
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No, it's fine. Where would you like to meet?
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uhhh kitchen?
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[and shiro will arrive at the kitchen as prompted, not delaying as to not keep d.va waiting. he's curious as to why she wanted to meet him, but he's used to younger cadets wanting to talk to him at crazy hours of the day.]
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[ She's there a little before him, but he's prompt and punctual just as she'd anticipated. In her hand is a plastic container, filled with what appears to be chips? ]
Alright, I don't know if you'd eat these, but they're one of my prized possessions: apple flavored chips. Peter made these for me, but I have a lot back in our room.
[ A brief moment, then: ] I haven't had anyone worry about me like that in ages. So...thanks, Shiro.
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[shiro takes the container into his hands and turns it around, as d.va explains what they are. he lowers it when she continues to explain the real reason she's given them to him--and his smile resurfaces.]
I'll give them a try. Sounds like an interesting snack.
[and now his expression grows softer]
You don't need to thank me. As I said, I got your back. [pause] I'm glad you look like you're feeling much better.
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[ She really couldn't think of anything better to give him. That cane thing she was joking about is going to be for Christmas (speaking of which, she needs to ask Shiro to collaborate on something for Rin), so this was the next best thing. ]
I dunno, I guess talking it out really helped a lot. I'm not really open about things like that in general.
[ A pause. ] Shiro, can you promise not to tell anyone about what I said? I don't want...people thinking I'm a sap. I'm better than this.
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[a light question, coming up to be--yes, the obvious joke everyone always uses to feign ignorance to help concede a promise that they won't say anything about it.]
Don't worry. I wouldn't tell anyone anything other than how brave and skilled you are if they asked.
[he puts his hand on her shoulder--a familiar, warm touch, and smiles]
You should try sleeping and using the Song this time, though. I wouldn't want you to go through that again.
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[ She's really glad that he's going to keep it a secret, and she sort of expected him to; but what she didn't foresee is how honest he is about thinking she's brave and skilled and capable. He's the first person on base to acknowledge it, and for a second, she doesn't know how to react, especially when he puts his hand on her shoulder. ]
...Yeah. I will. It was stupid of me to have forgotten.
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[he knows about fuck ups, so he's not going to blame anyone for being inattentive one time. thankfully for d.va, this didn't result in something worse than emotional pain which was--thankfully--recovered from quickly.]
I'm sure you won't forget anymore.
[hand back to himself now]
--and, if you do, you know how to reach me.
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I definitely won't! Those nightmares aren't getting the best of me ever again.
[ Probably. She's got her usual bravado back when she says it, but then she becomes solemn: ]
You don't deserve any of what happened to you, Shiro. Not gonna lie, when I heard about it, I was pretty pissed off for you. I know you don't wanna talk about it, but--it just makes me so mad! [ huffs ] Bad things shouldn't happen to good people.
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What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
[unwavering strength, even if his words tend to condemn more than necessary.]
--and bad things still happen. It's how we move forward from that point what defines what makes or breaks us.
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[ Somehow, in the face of everything that's happened, Shiro still manages to stay strong. And D.Va doesn't see it as a burden at all; rather, she's pretty honored he shared something like that with her. And as she said before, she's got his back, just like he has hers. ]
And I appreciate yours, too! Being a hero's a lot tougher than people think, so we gotta stick together. I mean...you know I have your back, too, right?